I just couldn’t let this one go. It is, once again, self indulgence and therapy. I had to get it out and quite frankly, I can’t type fast enough. There was so much I had to edit out of the last post because it was too much to tell but now my head is spinning. Every time I hit that publish button I start to panic a little. What will they think of me? Do they really care what is plaguing me today? I am totally crazy!!! Trying to be honest and exposing myself to the world for who I am is really hard and who really cares. Now I just sound pathetic AAARRRRGGGHHHH! Blogging makes or takes a lot of assuming and I don’t like that. One can never know what someone else is thinking or feeling but I do hope that you all find something relate able here. I like to think my journey isn’t all that different from the rest the world and in some small way we all help each other along the way. I hope I am right. Thanks for stopping by.