I don’t know how long it has been since I have even written so I apologize to the poor soul who, according to my dash board, has been checking in periodically. I ran into some technical difficulties and I have to say a little life crisis and just shut down for awhile. I will share with you that I have been singing a lot and am back to teaching the kids as of two weeks ago. I am not “teaching” much at this point and just trying to get my sea legs back.
On the CD front…..nothing much has changed. I did right another new song which no one has really heard but I think I like it. My financials are always a problem and then there is the pesky problem of finding other musicians who will work for nothing. I just keep thinking that they will meet me and hear my music and be swept off their feet as well as stop at nothing to be a part of such a well deserving project…..not so much.
I think there has been a bit of a change and I am still finding my way around it. I am learning to say no to things I don’t want to do. The kids are in a new school and thus far I have not over volunteered for anything and am keeping a pretty low profile. I don’t want or need any new projects or friends that then just become another excuse for not doing what I really really want to do which is record. I am learning to say no and stick to my guns. This could be my year. I have no kids in the house from 8:00 to 3:oo and that is really strange. I have been wandering around trying to figure out what to do with myself. There is always dishes and laundry but I am committing, for now, to spend some time with my guitar and my thoughts. I feel a little renewed but I still have to figure out the whole “get the CD done” thing. Maybe you have an idea…..if anyone is still out there, let me know. It feels good to be back.